Destiny: the ultimate agency that predetermines the course of events (often personified as a woman); "we are helpless in the face of Destiny"
i've come here to find omething within myself. i hope inturn it iwll make my life better. i need a change. i need closure. i need help...i need enough reasons to need. there isso much stuff i haven't been able to talk about with anybody for a long time. and i still dont. so i've turned to this. i've got to start something new. i need a new design, a new look on life. i need plans, rough drafts... i've got to do SOMETHING, soon. it seems as if my entire life i've been waiting on something, no someone to come along and solve all my problems and make me happy forever. DESTINY. such a confusing word..the definition, which in itself is very simple, is often mistaken. someone once told me that if you are a bad person, bad things will happen to you. sometimes i wonder if im a bad person, because i cant remember the last time something good hapened to me. like maybe im cursed and dont know it. WHO DID I PISS OFF IN MY PAST LIFE??? someone doesnt care for me..
aside from my rambling, i've got to go..things to do
